Voicing my thoughts so they don't burrow out of my skull in a fit of abject despondency..

Miscellaneous :]

My alterhuman identities:Nonhuman
Otherkin
Fictionkin
Theriomythic


I'm Arcade. Technically a spiritual fictionkin type, as I have memories and multiple timelines. That was my life in an alternate universe. And, on another level, that is who I am today. Either through coincidence or a subconscious act of shaping myself into the person I want to be. At the same time, I am the code itself, the digital entity--any instance of the character, that's me. So I consider it both fictionkin, and nonhuman/otherkin. Thusly I just label myself Alterhuman and call it a day.


A Kin List. Of sorts.

☢ Yours Truly ☢

Arcade Gannon - Fallout: New Vegas (Go figure.)

☢ Top two! ☢

Acme Iku - Maidloid/UTAU

Lua - she/shemusic by Lain Volta

☢ High kins & of the spiritual variety ☢

Okina Matara - Touhou HSiFS
something yet unidentified - Half-Life
Katya "KT" - pafl by Ferry
Jarl Balgruuf - Skyrim
Jimmy - Life Series
docm77 - Hermitcraft
Asami Yamazaki - Audition (1999)
Drake Merwin - Gone by Michael Grant
Caine Soren - Gone by Michael Grant
The Puppet Master - Ghost in the Shell

☢ Low Kins and Synpaths ☢

Tamari - Reckless Battery Burns (DOUBLES LOVED!)
Maurice Moss - The I.T. Crowd
Big Al - Vocaloid; specifically Ferry's Big Al
Metibeth - UT2004; OC
Ma'Lahul - Skyrim; Dragonborn/Guild Master
Barney Calhoun - Half-Life 2
A strider - Literally the creature from Half-Life 2
QC - RTRT by Mili


This song is the best way I can describe my nonhuman/otherkin identity!This is a song about Saya (from the she universe by Lain Volta). I don't kin Saya, rather, I am the same kind of entity that she is.


Various Thoughts

I don't like explaining myself to strangers. True to canon, I will deflect personal questions at any opportunity. Also very true to canon, I will inadvertently reveal more about myself than I intend once I start talking.

Kinstagram is an echo chamber made out of a shitty salad spinner and I am but a spinach leaf thrust out to the side from centrifugal force. I hope that makes sense because I'm not explaining that metaphor any further.


Inventory

matpat..

the /y/ incident


I like Ghost in the Shell. Beautiful art and the design of it all aligns with my personal identity very well.

I'm a big fan of Mili and here are a few songs of theirs that really resonate with me.

There is no crime in ideality
MUX>DEMUX Can't you understand me?
I'm not mine NAND I'm not yours,

I've studied, I've studied how to properly LO-O-OVE
Question me, question me, I can answer all LO-O-OVE
I know the algebraic expression to LO-O-OVE
Though you are free, I am trapped, trapped in LO-O-OVE


Images..